January 15, 2009

Today has been one of the hardest days of my life. My family is completely falling apart. Everything is going wrong. I'm fifteen, and caught in the middle of this. It's absolutely horrible =/

I'm really in one of those moods again. It's like photo of the day is just a burden. I don't care to do it right now, I'm just not in any suitable mental state to actually take pictures. So for this picture, it represents how I'm seeing the world right now. It's as if I see everything in the wrong way. The world is just upside down for me. I don't like it.

January 14, 2009

I'm in no mood for photo of the day. I came home from school and my dad told me the news of my grandmother dying. I don't really know what to do. I've been crying now the whole time, and I'm just in a shitty mood. I just took this to show off how I feel, and to get today out of the way. I don't care that it looks bad. I'm just pissed off, and I don't care to take a photo to any one's standards today.

January 13, 2009

Today just wasn't a fun day. Not a good day at school, didn't feel good ever since I woke up, and still minor family problems. To show off a little of my depression, I went a little on to the depressing side of photography. Something you can sort of expect to see the next few days.

January 12, 2009

This has been a hard day for me. My 85 year old grandmother, who I used to be really close to when I was younger, went through surgery the other day. She was doing just fine at first, but now she's not doing so well. That has really downed me today. My mother is going up to Baltimore to be with my grandmother, for possibly her last days. My dad, acting as optimus-dick, is throwing bitch-fits because he doesn't want her leaving. He will have to actually cook, clean, and do other house-hold activities that my mom does, so he's really bitching out about that. They're fighting, and I don't like that very much. I wasn't much for the idea of a photo for today, but I had to I guess, so I just did. I wanted to shoot something, to maybe show how I'm seeing things right now, in a depressed way. I just can't get a shot though.

With school, work, family problems, and working on my vehicle, I don't really have much time for this project right now. I guess you can say I am in a slump or so. I'm sure I will get out of it, but a matter is when, and how I get out of it =/

January 11, 2009

http://www.flickr.com/photos/artreuo/3189426817/

I was on my way to Natchitoches, and we passed by this house. The only way to shoot it without the motion blur was to shoot it at a higher shutter speed, doing so, it would be waaayyyy under. So I did, and figured I would see how I could edit it in the RAW editor in Photoshop. It looked like shit, so I decided to do some edits to it, and I faked a medium format picture.

u liek?

January 10, 2009

http://flickr.com/photos/artreuo/3185466733

Today was a rather interesting shot. I'm not going for a good photo for today, it's more of something to just document the day. All I did today was fuck around and run through the woods with Shelby. Doing stupid shit, taking stupid shots, and here is one of them.

January 9, 2009

http://www.flickr.com/photos/artreuo/3183536520

A quick walk through the woods. Here is someone's deer blind.

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